i really don't know how to start this entry so ill just tell you what happened today.

I woke up late this morning because I stayed up to help her with her research. I slept at 1:26am then woke up, 4 hours later ,screaming because I had cramps. It was so painful. Ive been having a lot of cramp moments lately. pfft. Every inch of me was aching. :(

I didnt eat breakfast because I was in a hurry. It was funny that i still arrived earlier than her and Luisa. When they arrived, I gave her the research and told them that I was going to wait for Estell. So, they went ahead.

Estell and I arrived at exactly 7am. We used the stairs instead of the elevator because i wanted to pass by room 301.:p But then, she wasnt there. She was late. Typog class was boring as usual. Sir Araw kept on ranting. My ears were bleeding because I was seated in front. I went out for a whil because I couldnt take it anymore. Time was passing by slowly. Nica and I, along with some friends [Alon, Marvin, Dea, Lynn] will be having lunch together.

We ate lunch in Lopez's then went to the nearby Internet shop because they had to print their Theology homework. We went to the Tan Yan Kee Center after. Nica craved for Zagu, so they went out. Marvina, Alon and I were the ones left in tayk. I was bored so I decided to doodle. Lady passed by and said hello. And then,


I saw her walking towards the tayk. My heart stopped. My heart skipped a beat. I saw the girl I know more than I do myself. I saw a flicker of the girl I once knew, the girl I love-and then it was gone.


She was walking towards us. I felt my breathing going unsteadily for a moment. I didnt know how to react. Should I greet her first or will I wait for her to greet me?

Then it hit me. It was the first time that I felt that way in three weeks. And for the first time in three weeks, the hole in my heart opened again. And then I realized that I have been missing her all this time. It wasnt like it was the first time I saw her after The End. I saw her just this morning. I saw her yesterday and the other day. I saw her last week. I cant understand what im feeling.


When I turned to look at her, there was something different about her. It was like nothing changed between us. It was like the past three weeks was just a bad dream. I may be wrong about this but there was really something different about her a while ago. Even the others felt the tension between us. They also felt that there was something different.


And after a while, she turned to leave. And just like The End, with sad eyes and a bleeding heart, I watched her go.

Labels: HEARTBREAK

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i really don't know how to start this entry so ill just tell you what happened today.

I woke up late this morning because I stayed up to help her with her research. I slept at 1:26am then woke up, 4 hours later ,screaming because I had cramps. It was so painful. Ive been having a lot of cramp moments lately. pfft. Every inch of me was aching. :(

I didnt eat breakfast because I was in a hurry. It was funny that i still arrived earlier than her and Luisa. When they arrived, I gave her the research and told them that I was going to wait for Estell. So, they went ahead.

Estell and I arrived at exactly 7am. We used the stairs instead of the elevator because i wanted to pass by room 301.:p But then, she wasnt there. She was late. Typog class was boring as usual. Sir Araw kept on ranting. My ears were bleeding because I was seated in front. I went out for a whil because I couldnt take it anymore. Time was passing by slowly. Nica and I, along with some friends [Alon, Marvin, Dea, Lynn] will be having lunch together.

We ate lunch in Lopez's then went to the nearby Internet shop because they had to print their Theology homework. We went to the Tan Yan Kee Center after. Nica craved for Zagu, so they went out. Marvina, Alon and I were the ones left in tayk. I was bored so I decided to doodle. Lady passed by and said hello. And then,


I saw her walking towards the tayk. My heart stopped. My heart skipped a beat. I saw the girl I know more than I do myself. I saw a flicker of the girl I once knew, the girl I love-and then it was gone.


She was walking towards us. I felt my breathing going unsteadily for a moment. I didnt know how to react. Should I greet her first or will I wait for her to greet me?

Then it hit me. It was the first time that I felt that way in three weeks. And for the first time in three weeks, the hole in my heart opened again. And then I realized that I have been missing her all this time. It wasnt like it was the first time I saw her after The End. I saw her just this morning. I saw her yesterday and the other day. I saw her last week. I cant understand what im feeling.


When I turned to look at her, there was something different about her. It was like nothing changed between us. It was like the past three weeks was just a bad dream. I may be wrong about this but there was really something different about her a while ago. Even the others felt the tension between us. They also felt that there was something different.


And after a while, she turned to leave. And just like The End, with sad eyes and a bleeding heart, I watched her go.

Labels: HEARTBREAK