time passes by..even for me. i feel like it's been months since..the end, even if it's just days.
I FEEL BETTER because I've finally accepted the fact that we can't be together anymore. Yes, there will be times that I would miss her a lot. I'm embracing that fact. I WANT TO. it's because I don't want to forget her and ALL those memories we've shared. It's sad to end something so beautiful, magical and full of life. And even up to now, somehow, i still want that. but, i know that i have to let her go. it's hard but i have to. i cant force her to feel the same way. i love her too much that i cant bear to see her suffer like that. and so, im setting her free.:)
IM NOT GIVING THIS UP BUT IM NOT GOING TO FIGHT FOR IT ANYMORE.it's enough. im just happy that somehow i still get to keep her as a friend. :) im happy that i met her and became a part of her life. im happy that she became a part of mine. im thankful because i know how hard it is to tell that person that you dont feel the same way anymore, but she was still able to conquer that fear and tell me because she doesnt want me to get hurt by not telling me. it was a very noble thing to do.
Im not saying that i wont get hurt in the process, thats normal. all im saying is, im happy now. the present matters the most. there will be hard times but i wont let that get the best of me. and whatever the future holds for me, i will face it head on. just like what you taught me, kaith.:) these things take time, and im willing to take it slow, to enjoy every minute of it. i know that ill pull through.:)
i know that this is trying to teach me something and again, im willing to learn the lesson.:) i have learned a lot from you and im going to take those lessons with me wherever i go, just like our memories. i know that you really loved me and im happy and thankful for that.:) we have shared a lot of things with each other. i will never forget that. :)
i love you and i will miss you always.:)
fairy tales shoudnt always have happy endings. fairy tales are fairy tales if we worked hard and if we fought for our happy endings.:) i've fought for mine and it may not be what i wanted but its worth it because i gave my everything and worked hard for it.:)

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time passes by..even for me. i feel like it's been months since..the end, even if it's just days.
I FEEL BETTER because I've finally accepted the fact that we can't be together anymore. Yes, there will be times that I would miss her a lot. I'm embracing that fact. I WANT TO. it's because I don't want to forget her and ALL those memories we've shared. It's sad to end something so beautiful, magical and full of life. And even up to now, somehow, i still want that. but, i know that i have to let her go. it's hard but i have to. i cant force her to feel the same way. i love her too much that i cant bear to see her suffer like that. and so, im setting her free.:)
IM NOT GIVING THIS UP BUT IM NOT GOING TO FIGHT FOR IT ANYMORE.it's enough. im just happy that somehow i still get to keep her as a friend. :) im happy that i met her and became a part of her life. im happy that she became a part of mine. im thankful because i know how hard it is to tell that person that you dont feel the same way anymore, but she was still able to conquer that fear and tell me because she doesnt want me to get hurt by not telling me. it was a very noble thing to do.
Im not saying that i wont get hurt in the process, thats normal. all im saying is, im happy now. the present matters the most. there will be hard times but i wont let that get the best of me. and whatever the future holds for me, i will face it head on. just like what you taught me, kaith.:) these things take time, and im willing to take it slow, to enjoy every minute of it. i know that ill pull through.:)
i know that this is trying to teach me something and again, im willing to learn the lesson.:) i have learned a lot from you and im going to take those lessons with me wherever i go, just like our memories. i know that you really loved me and im happy and thankful for that.:) we have shared a lot of things with each other. i will never forget that. :)
i love you and i will miss you always.:)
fairy tales shoudnt always have happy endings. fairy tales are fairy tales if we worked hard and if we fought for our happy endings.:) i've fought for mine and it may not be what i wanted but its worth it because i gave my everything and worked hard for it.:)

Labels: HEARTBREAK