What if the one you love left you?
What if it's not just some ordinary love?
What if you want to be with that person forever?
What if that person doesn't feel the same way anymore?
What if that person gives up on you?

What do you do?


No one is really prepared to deal with these kind of things. I wasn't prepared when this happened. So, there, you read it right. The one I love left me. The past few days, I already felt that something like this would happen, but I kept on reassuring myself that it won't. I believe that she still loves me. Even up to now, I believe that she still loves me..in a way. Why can't I believe the truth and not the lie?

It's because I choose not to. I want to believe that everything's gonna be alright. I want to believe that there's still hope.I'M STILL HOPING. I want it to be real, but I know that no matter how hard I pray, things just can't go back the way they used to. No matter how hard I try, I can't have it back. I can't have her back. She's the best part of my life. I know that I won't be the same person again.

On the bright side, we're still friends, bestfriends actually. Maybe we're better off as bestfriends.
I'm not giving up. I chose to dwell on the pain because I want to believe that there's still hope that she'd take me back. I don't want to forget all those memories we shared because those were the happiest of my life. She was a big part of me. If it weren't for her, I wouldn't be reaching for my dreams. I wouldn't be able to learn how to stand up for myself.

And now that she's gone..


Life, love, meaning, reason...it's over.


I would do anything just to have her back. I can't exactly tell you how much I'm hurting right now. I was devastated. It was like someone died. I DIED. I'm drowning in my own pain. I know that there's no hope anymore, I JUST DON'T WANT TO ACCEPT IT. Merely typing it gives me a hard time. But, if she will leave because of that, then I don't have any choice but to accept it. I can't afford to lose my bestfriend. It takes time. I don't know how much time it will take me to forget the best thing that ever happened to my life. I don't want to forget that. SHE WILL ALWAYS HAVE MY HEART. She is my GREATEST LOVE. And right now, I ONLY WANT HER.


And the saddest part is the morning after, because I believed that everything was just a dream, and that everything's going back to normal. It hurts to wake up crying and screaming and wanting the pain to go away. It hurts to wait for that text message and realizing that it's not coming anymore. It hurts to check your phone from time to time, waiting for her messages. It hurts not knowing what to expect in the morning. It hurts to go to bed without someone putting you to sleep.It hurts because you want her to read this, but at the same time, you don't, because you know that she'll get hurt. It hurts to watch her go on with her life as if nothing happened because she has to. It hurts because you want to hold her and never let her go when you're together. It hurts because you miss everything about her every second of every day. It hurts because you know that it won't happen anymore. It hurts because she has become a big part of your life, that everything about it seems dull without her.


It hurts because..SHE'S GONE.

Labels: HEARTBREAK

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What if the one you love left you?
What if it's not just some ordinary love?
What if you want to be with that person forever?
What if that person doesn't feel the same way anymore?
What if that person gives up on you?

What do you do?


No one is really prepared to deal with these kind of things. I wasn't prepared when this happened. So, there, you read it right. The one I love left me. The past few days, I already felt that something like this would happen, but I kept on reassuring myself that it won't. I believe that she still loves me. Even up to now, I believe that she still loves me..in a way. Why can't I believe the truth and not the lie?

It's because I choose not to. I want to believe that everything's gonna be alright. I want to believe that there's still hope.I'M STILL HOPING. I want it to be real, but I know that no matter how hard I pray, things just can't go back the way they used to. No matter how hard I try, I can't have it back. I can't have her back. She's the best part of my life. I know that I won't be the same person again.

On the bright side, we're still friends, bestfriends actually. Maybe we're better off as bestfriends.
I'm not giving up. I chose to dwell on the pain because I want to believe that there's still hope that she'd take me back. I don't want to forget all those memories we shared because those were the happiest of my life. She was a big part of me. If it weren't for her, I wouldn't be reaching for my dreams. I wouldn't be able to learn how to stand up for myself.

And now that she's gone..


Life, love, meaning, reason...it's over.


I would do anything just to have her back. I can't exactly tell you how much I'm hurting right now. I was devastated. It was like someone died. I DIED. I'm drowning in my own pain. I know that there's no hope anymore, I JUST DON'T WANT TO ACCEPT IT. Merely typing it gives me a hard time. But, if she will leave because of that, then I don't have any choice but to accept it. I can't afford to lose my bestfriend. It takes time. I don't know how much time it will take me to forget the best thing that ever happened to my life. I don't want to forget that. SHE WILL ALWAYS HAVE MY HEART. She is my GREATEST LOVE. And right now, I ONLY WANT HER.


And the saddest part is the morning after, because I believed that everything was just a dream, and that everything's going back to normal. It hurts to wake up crying and screaming and wanting the pain to go away. It hurts to wait for that text message and realizing that it's not coming anymore. It hurts to check your phone from time to time, waiting for her messages. It hurts not knowing what to expect in the morning. It hurts to go to bed without someone putting you to sleep.It hurts because you want her to read this, but at the same time, you don't, because you know that she'll get hurt. It hurts to watch her go on with her life as if nothing happened because she has to. It hurts because you want to hold her and never let her go when you're together. It hurts because you miss everything about her every second of every day. It hurts because you know that it won't happen anymore. It hurts because she has become a big part of your life, that everything about it seems dull without her.


It hurts because..SHE'S GONE.

Labels: HEARTBREAK