how did WE get here?when i used to know you so well.
Monday, November 3, 2008 5:28 PM
if i could turn back time, i would.
i want a clean slate.
i want to start over.
i want to do things differently. if i have the choice, i would choose not to be in this class. if only i knew you guys back then, i would do ANYTHING to stay away from you, now that i know what kind of people you are. ive been told so many times, YOU ARE NOT WORTH FIGHTING FOR, but still i kept on fighting for you, coz i thought that maybe, just maybe, there's something in you that's worth it. I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN BETTER.I SHOULD HAVE LISTENED.I SHOULD HAVE WALKED AWAY INSTEAD OF HOLDING ON. did it do me any good?NO, IT DID NOT.

and now, you made things more complicated. i was trying to fix the puzzle, but here you are, destroying every piece ive worked hard to put together. IM CRUSHED. IM FALLING APART. i gave it a shot, but I STILL MISSED IT.

They say, you can't please everybody.TRUE. i already know that, so don't you dare make that as an excuse for all your crap. True as it may seem, it doesn't mean that the person is not worthy of the chance. Like what ESTELL said, YOU'RE NO GOD TO JUDGE ME.

yes, ive done the same so many times. but I DONT CLOSE MY DOORS TO THOSE PEOPLE WHO WANT TO KNOW ME.I GAVE THEM THE CHANCE TO PROVE THEMSELVES WRONG. i tried that.i tried to prove you wrong, but it seems like, it was too late for that. YOU'VE LABELED ME. so what will i do?will i continue to prove myself or will i just give up and let you bitches live your life the way you want to? well, you know what i did. I GAVE UP, didn't i? because it wasn't worth it anymore.

YOU ARE NOT WORTH IT.

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