Tuesday, November 4, 2008 6:22 PM
and i really thought that this was over. but, knowing you guys, you really wouldn't give me the peace of mind that i want. just when i thought that im already standing on some sort of a stable ground, here you are, trying to pull the rug underneath my feet. what will happen next?i'd still be blamed. i would still be labeled as the bad person--the SELF-CENTERED,KNOW-IT-ALL,TRYING HARD,CANT-KEEP-HER-MOUTH-SHUT BITCH OF THE CLASS. and you call me, your class president.right.thanks.
i said that this time i wouldnt let you get the best of me. i wouldnt mind anymore.i wouldnt get affected. but, of course, im a human being just like you, i get hurt. and forgive me for feeling that way. i guess you would tell me that i dont have that right, because ive hurt a lot of people because of who i am. then, sue me if you think that im committing murder here just by being with you in the same room.ugh,please. if i have the choice, then i would be moving as far as i can away from you.
too much drama.i dont wanna be righteous here anymore.coz, whenever i try or even if i dont try, you would always think that i am one. all i wanted is for you to understand. you may think that it's irritating that i keep on repeating some things, to the point that you all want to cover your ears until im done saying them. but try to think about it, i wouldnt be repeating those if you show me that the meassage has sinked in into you minds and hearts.
they say repeated experiences happen because of one thing, that is to teach us the lesson that we refuse to learn. that is implying that we still have to learn the lesson that this never-ending experience is teaching us. if you think about it, we have done open forums before, and still, here we are, stuck on that issue from open forum 1. isnt that tiring?
i just cant wait to see your downfall.
Labels: HEARTBREAK
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Tuesday, November 4, 2008 6:22 PM
and i really thought that this was over. but, knowing you guys, you really wouldn't give me the peace of mind that i want. just when i thought that im already standing on some sort of a stable ground, here you are, trying to pull the rug underneath my feet. what will happen next?i'd still be blamed. i would still be labeled as the bad person--the SELF-CENTERED,KNOW-IT-ALL,TRYING HARD,CANT-KEEP-HER-MOUTH-SHUT BITCH OF THE CLASS. and you call me, your class president.right.thanks.
i said that this time i wouldnt let you get the best of me. i wouldnt mind anymore.i wouldnt get affected. but, of course, im a human being just like you, i get hurt. and forgive me for feeling that way. i guess you would tell me that i dont have that right, because ive hurt a lot of people because of who i am. then, sue me if you think that im committing murder here just by being with you in the same room.ugh,please. if i have the choice, then i would be moving as far as i can away from you.
too much drama.i dont wanna be righteous here anymore.coz, whenever i try or even if i dont try, you would always think that i am one. all i wanted is for you to understand. you may think that it's irritating that i keep on repeating some things, to the point that you all want to cover your ears until im done saying them. but try to think about it, i wouldnt be repeating those if you show me that the meassage has sinked in into you minds and hearts.
they say repeated experiences happen because of one thing, that is to teach us the lesson that we refuse to learn. that is implying that we still have to learn the lesson that this never-ending experience is teaching us. if you think about it, we have done open forums before, and still, here we are, stuck on that issue from open forum 1. isnt that tiring?
i just cant wait to see your downfall.
Labels: HEARTBREAK