i really don't know how to start this entry so ill just tell you what happened today.

I woke up late this morning because I stayed up to help her with her research. I slept at 1:26am then woke up, 4 hours later ,screaming because I had cramps. It was so painful. Ive been having a lot of cramp moments lately. pfft. Every inch of me was aching. :(

I didnt eat breakfast because I was in a hurry. It was funny that i still arrived earlier than her and Luisa. When they arrived, I gave her the research and told them that I was going to wait for Estell. So, they went ahead.

Estell and I arrived at exactly 7am. We used the stairs instead of the elevator because i wanted to pass by room 301.:p But then, she wasnt there. She was late. Typog class was boring as usual. Sir Araw kept on ranting. My ears were bleeding because I was seated in front. I went out for a whil because I couldnt take it anymore. Time was passing by slowly. Nica and I, along with some friends [Alon, Marvin, Dea, Lynn] will be having lunch together.

We ate lunch in Lopez's then went to the nearby Internet shop because they had to print their Theology homework. We went to the Tan Yan Kee Center after. Nica craved for Zagu, so they went out. Marvina, Alon and I were the ones left in tayk. I was bored so I decided to doodle. Lady passed by and said hello. And then,


I saw her walking towards the tayk. My heart stopped. My heart skipped a beat. I saw the girl I know more than I do myself. I saw a flicker of the girl I once knew, the girl I love-and then it was gone.


She was walking towards us. I felt my breathing going unsteadily for a moment. I didnt know how to react. Should I greet her first or will I wait for her to greet me?

Then it hit me. It was the first time that I felt that way in three weeks. And for the first time in three weeks, the hole in my heart opened again. And then I realized that I have been missing her all this time. It wasnt like it was the first time I saw her after The End. I saw her just this morning. I saw her yesterday and the other day. I saw her last week. I cant understand what im feeling.


When I turned to look at her, there was something different about her. It was like nothing changed between us. It was like the past three weeks was just a bad dream. I may be wrong about this but there was really something different about her a while ago. Even the others felt the tension between us. They also felt that there was something different.


And after a while, she turned to leave. And just like The End, with sad eyes and a bleeding heart, I watched her go.

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finally, my DA's active already!:D this is my third account already because i always forget my username and password.xD



I will be posting my recent artworks and deviations and the like there.:)



So if you wanna check them out, here's the URL: http://thecomebackqueen.deviantart.com/



ENJOY:>

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hmm.i came across this song recently. Though, ive known this song for a long time. haha.not that long, i meant ever since it was released. I really love URBANDUB. I like their songs, even if i cant relate to them before. but now, i think this is the first URBANDUB song that i can relate to. not totally.except for the 'caught you in the arms of another...'haha.but i can somehow relate to it.

here's the lyrics:


EVIDENCE-URBANDUB

Time has a way of healing, or so they say
So why am I still left here cryin'?
Caught in these ways of emotions as people stare
I find there's no real place for me to hide
Well I've been trying in vain
Was only fooling myself
With each passing day
The pain still stays the same

Caught you in the arms of another
I've been dying everyday since then
Caught you in the arms of another
I've found out about you
Caught you in the arms of another
I've been dying everyday since then
Caught you in the arms of another
I've found out about you

What more is it that you need
Right now clearly it's not me
With every minute that I gave to you
The punches that I took from you
Why was there no warning love?
What more is it that you need?
Right now clearly it's not me
Despite everything I did for you
Excused if i'm surprised
was the moment that I found out that we were through

Caught you in the arms of another
I've been dying everyday since then
Caught you in the arms of another
I've found out about you
Caught you in the arms of another
I've been dying everyday since then
Caught you in the arms of another
I've found out about you

When everything seemed alright
You turn and break my heart
Didn't I deserve your love?
It kills me inside to think of his arms
Wrapped around you now, Is he a better lover than I?
Well I've been trying in vain
Was only fooling myself
With each passing day
The pain still stays the same

Caught you in the arms of another
I've been dying everyday since then
Caught you in the arms of another
I've found out about you
Caught you in the arms of another
I've found out about you
Caught you in the arms of another
I've found out about you
Caught you in the arms of another
I've found out about you
Caught you in the arms of another
I've found out about you

Time has a way of healing, or so they say
So why am I still left here?

Labels: HEARTBREAK

okay.i know a lot of you out there, especially, my friends are waiting for this to happen.so, eto na.

wait.pagbigyan nio muna ako.super tagalog entry,okay?tyaka pwede bang padrama muna, please?blog ko naman to eh.wag ka munang umangal kundi..haha.:p pero ayun.


nung mga nakaraang araw, sinabe ko sa sarili ko at sa mga close friends ko na, papabayaan ko na. di ko na ikkwento kung ano ung buong nangyari.basta nagusap kame last week.kase kelangan ko na talagang maliwanagan sa mga bagay bagay.at sabe ko pa 'im doing this to free myself.' kase nga napagisipisip ko na di ko na siya dapat hintayin kase wala rin namang kasiguraduhan kung hanggang kelan.kaya ayun, nagusap nga kame. tas madami akong nalaman.at un ung nakatulong sakin na magdecide.


kaya..papabayaan ko na lang siya. kase di naman na ako ung mahal nia. tyaka malinaw na talaga na ayaw nia na sakin.pero kahet pa ganun, FRIENDS kame. di naman ako naiilang na kasama siya.masaya nga ako pag kasama siya eh. tyaka ayun, maayos naman ung breakup namin.CLEAN BREAK. parang mutual ung decision.well, actually hindi, pumayag lang ako kase un ung gusto nia.haha.kahet alam kong tama ung mga sinabe niang dahilan. ayoko sanang ganun ung mangyari kase nga..SOBRANG MAHAL KO SIYA. naniniwala pa ko na kaya pang ayusin. pero ayun.its too late na nga daw. at bigla ko pang nalaman na..me minamahal na siya. so panu yun diba? ayoko na ring ipagpilitan ung sarili ko.

bago kayo magisip ng masama tungkol sa kanya..ako na ang unang pipigil sa inyo. continuation lan nung nangyare pagtapos namin magusap.pinagusapan naman namen ung relasyon nila ni girl#2. okay. masakit siya kahet papano.o sige na nga.nasasaktan ako. pero ayun nga, mas pinili kong makasama siya at maging friends kame habang nasasaktan kapag nagkkwento siya tungkol sa kanila kesa wala talaga. pero hindi naman ibig sabihin nun na di ako dapat nasasaktan diba?

kaya kung nababasa mo man to[sana hindi], alam kong sinabe mo sa kin na kapag nahihirapan ako sabihin ko sayo.gusto ko lang malaman mo na kaya di ko sinabe kase:

1. ayokong malungkot ka pa. kase gusto ko nga MASAYA KA NA.
2. ayokong magkaproblema pa kayo ni -ayun-.
3. ayoko ng magkagulo pa.
4. GUSTO KONG PANINDIGAN UNG PINANGAKO KO.

at tutuparin ko un kahet pa nasasaktan ako ngaun. ayoko nga kaseng lumayo ka. nung mga araw na di talaga tayo halos naguusap at parang walang pakealamanan, HIRAP NA HIRAP ako nun.kase narealize ko, tanggap ko na nga na di na tayo pwede.pero namimiss ko un bestfriend ko.gets?sabay nga kase nateng nadevelop ung relationship, friendship at sisterhood. kaya ayun, mahirap talaga na totally wala ka sa buhay ko. MY LIFE IS SUPER FUCKED UP RIGHT NOW. kaya, id rather embrace the pain and still be with you than nothing at all.

at nangako din ako kay girl #2 na bibigyan ko kayo ng time to be together kahet gusto ko lagi pa din kitang kasama pero ayoko namang mahirapan si girl # 2.siyempre friend ko pa din un. sabe nga nia, natatakot daw siya sa kin kase masyado daw akong masaya.hah.un ang akala nia.kung alam nio lang talaga.

pagbigyan nio na ko please?dito ko lang talaga to mabubuhos.

haii..pero gusto ko lang malaman mo na I MISS YOU LIKE WOAH. may i borrow a few lines from TWILIGHT?

'IT'S LIKE YOU'VE TAKEN HALF OF MYSELF WITH YOU.'

Labels: HEARTBREAK

time passes by..even for me. i feel like it's been months since..the end, even if it's just days.
I FEEL BETTER because I've finally accepted the fact that we can't be together anymore. Yes, there will be times that I would miss her a lot. I'm embracing that fact. I WANT TO. it's because I don't want to forget her and ALL those memories we've shared. It's sad to end something so beautiful, magical and full of life. And even up to now, somehow, i still want that. but, i know that i have to let her go. it's hard but i have to. i cant force her to feel the same way. i love her too much that i cant bear to see her suffer like that. and so, im setting her free.:)
IM NOT GIVING THIS UP BUT IM NOT GOING TO FIGHT FOR IT ANYMORE.it's enough. im just happy that somehow i still get to keep her as a friend. :) im happy that i met her and became a part of her life. im happy that she became a part of mine. im thankful because i know how hard it is to tell that person that you dont feel the same way anymore, but she was still able to conquer that fear and tell me because she doesnt want me to get hurt by not telling me. it was a very noble thing to do.
Im not saying that i wont get hurt in the process, thats normal. all im saying is, im happy now. the present matters the most. there will be hard times but i wont let that get the best of me. and whatever the future holds for me, i will face it head on. just like what you taught me, kaith.:) these things take time, and im willing to take it slow, to enjoy every minute of it. i know that ill pull through.:)
i know that this is trying to teach me something and again, im willing to learn the lesson.:) i have learned a lot from you and im going to take those lessons with me wherever i go, just like our memories. i know that you really loved me and im happy and thankful for that.:) we have shared a lot of things with each other. i will never forget that. :)
i love you and i will miss you always.:)
fairy tales shoudnt always have happy endings. fairy tales are fairy tales if we worked hard and if we fought for our happy endings.:) i've fought for mine and it may not be what i wanted but its worth it because i gave my everything and worked hard for it.:)

Labels: HEARTBREAK

What if the one you love left you?
What if it's not just some ordinary love?
What if you want to be with that person forever?
What if that person doesn't feel the same way anymore?
What if that person gives up on you?

What do you do?


No one is really prepared to deal with these kind of things. I wasn't prepared when this happened. So, there, you read it right. The one I love left me. The past few days, I already felt that something like this would happen, but I kept on reassuring myself that it won't. I believe that she still loves me. Even up to now, I believe that she still loves me..in a way. Why can't I believe the truth and not the lie?

It's because I choose not to. I want to believe that everything's gonna be alright. I want to believe that there's still hope.I'M STILL HOPING. I want it to be real, but I know that no matter how hard I pray, things just can't go back the way they used to. No matter how hard I try, I can't have it back. I can't have her back. She's the best part of my life. I know that I won't be the same person again.

On the bright side, we're still friends, bestfriends actually. Maybe we're better off as bestfriends.
I'm not giving up. I chose to dwell on the pain because I want to believe that there's still hope that she'd take me back. I don't want to forget all those memories we shared because those were the happiest of my life. She was a big part of me. If it weren't for her, I wouldn't be reaching for my dreams. I wouldn't be able to learn how to stand up for myself.

And now that she's gone..


Life, love, meaning, reason...it's over.


I would do anything just to have her back. I can't exactly tell you how much I'm hurting right now. I was devastated. It was like someone died. I DIED. I'm drowning in my own pain. I know that there's no hope anymore, I JUST DON'T WANT TO ACCEPT IT. Merely typing it gives me a hard time. But, if she will leave because of that, then I don't have any choice but to accept it. I can't afford to lose my bestfriend. It takes time. I don't know how much time it will take me to forget the best thing that ever happened to my life. I don't want to forget that. SHE WILL ALWAYS HAVE MY HEART. She is my GREATEST LOVE. And right now, I ONLY WANT HER.


And the saddest part is the morning after, because I believed that everything was just a dream, and that everything's going back to normal. It hurts to wake up crying and screaming and wanting the pain to go away. It hurts to wait for that text message and realizing that it's not coming anymore. It hurts to check your phone from time to time, waiting for her messages. It hurts not knowing what to expect in the morning. It hurts to go to bed without someone putting you to sleep.It hurts because you want her to read this, but at the same time, you don't, because you know that she'll get hurt. It hurts to watch her go on with her life as if nothing happened because she has to. It hurts because you want to hold her and never let her go when you're together. It hurts because you miss everything about her every second of every day. It hurts because you know that it won't happen anymore. It hurts because she has become a big part of your life, that everything about it seems dull without her.


It hurts because..SHE'S GONE.

Labels: HEARTBREAK

I know that I've been talking about sad things here for quite a while now. I think the last happy[well, sort of] entry I made was also my first one here. I'm sorry. It's just that I'm really having a bad week and I can't really share anything happy if I feel like crap, right? And so, what I want to do now is to share the lessons that I think I have learned from this whole experience. This one is inspired by MARISTELL ELIZ VILLANUEVA. :) I've been reading her blog for a couple of months now, and her entry 'COLLEGE LESSONS' really inspired me. That's why I want to make my own, based upon her entry.:)

1. KNOW YOURSELF.
This is really important. I believe that before you start to learn about other people, you have to learn and know more about yourself first. You have to know who YOU REALLY ARE. And you have to do that ON YOUR OWN. Don't rely on other people to help you find yourself. You might just end up being or trying to be like them. So, what's the point in finding yourself in the first place if you'll end up being someone else?:)

2. ACCEPT THEM FOR WHAT THEY ARE. May this be a person or just about anything, you have to accept them for what or who they are. Remember, THINGS CHANGE. PEOPLE CHANGE. The person they are now might not be the person they will be tomorrow. So, if at first you don't get along well, it doesn't end there. You will know more about people through time.

3. GIVE CHANCES. In line with number 2, if you don't like the person, give him/her a chance to prove you wrong. One attitude problem or more does not totally define a person. GIVE THEM A CHANCE TO CHANGE. And sometimes,

4. STOP BLAMING OTHERS. Your self is your responsibility. One of these days, you just really have to grow up and take control over your own life. You can never blame those things that are happening in your life on other people. They have their own life too.

5. NEVER STOP LEARNING. In this world, there are a lot of things that you will learn about especially nowadays. Discover new talents. Learn new things. If you have already graduated from school, it doesn't mean that you have to stop learning. Expand your horizon. Explore new places. Life is short to squeeze in all those experiences, enjoy every moment.:)

6. APPRECIATE. I have observed that there are some people who don't say 'thank you' anymore. Just because what they've done to you wasn't a big deal, it doesn't mean that you have the right not to thank them. You're just showing others that you don't have manners. And that will reflect your family and your surroundings. You don't want to be labelled as someone uneducated, right? Aside from that, don't forget to notice simple things about other people like their new hairstyle, their outfit or anything. It will surely make their day.:) It's time that we stop noticing negative things about others. You won't be laughing anymore if they notice your flaws.

7. STAND UP. Stand up for yourself. Stand up for your principles and beliefs especially if you think that they are right. STAND UP FOR OTHERS. It takes a lot of courage to do this. But, once you've done it, it's worth everything. I've just learned this recently and it really feels good to be able to fight for yourself--to fight for who you are.

8. HONESTY IS THE KEY. We all know that lying is a bad thing. It doesn't feel good if you found out that you are being lied to. And it doesn't feel right when you lie to others. Lying doesn't save you from anything, it just makes you drown in your lies. When you start to lie, you can't stop it because you have to lie again to cover up the first one, and another to cover up the second, and another...it goes on. The only way to stop it is to tell the truth.

9. TIME MANAGEMENT. Have time for everything and everyone. Yes, 24 hours a day may not be enough for all your activities, but you can do all of it if you know how to manage your time. Do not make time for the sake of making time, make it worthwhile. Make enough time for everything. If you have extra-curricular activities, do not let these eat your time for academics. Remember that you are in school because of your academics not because of your extra-curricular activities. And don't let your academics eat your time for yourself too. YOU HAVE TO SLEEP. You need to eat and rest too. If you don't have time for that then how can you do your work? And lastly, don't forget to have time for the people you love. They will always be there for you, but you also have to let them know you're there for them by making time. Sometimes, you think that they want a lot of things. But the truth is, others want something simple as your time. Simple, but irreplaceable. This is the most precious thing you can give to your loved-ones aside from love.

10. DO NOT FORGET GOD. Do not forget that you have everything because of Him. Without Him, you won't have life. Pray and thank Him for everything.:) Believe me, when you've got no one else to talk to, God will always be there.


There are a lot of things that I still want to include here. But, I don't think that it is convenient to write everything. These lessons are just reminders. Notice that these are the lessons that people forget to apply in their lives. These are actually simple, but we still fail to do them. I wrote this because I want to remind you[whoever you are reading this at the moment] about these simple lessons of life. But, most of all, I am reminding myself about these lessons, so that I will be able to apply them myself. Remember that repeated experiences happen to teach us the lesson that we refuse to learn. It sucks to experience that same problem a lot of times. It's just implying that we haven't changed. It will only lower your self-esteem. So, to avoid these experiences from happening again, maybe we just have to look back on the simple lessons that we tend to forget. Learn and practice them again. Know them by heart and live them each day. You will not only gain friends, but you will also feel good about yourself. God did not give us our lives to be miserable. He wants us to be happy. So, let's make it a happy one.:)

Labels: LESSONS, LIFE

and i really thought that this was over. but, knowing you guys, you really wouldn't give me the peace of mind that i want. just when i thought that im already standing on some sort of a stable ground, here you are, trying to pull the rug underneath my feet. what will happen next?i'd still be blamed. i would still be labeled as the bad person--the SELF-CENTERED,KNOW-IT-ALL,TRYING HARD,CANT-KEEP-HER-MOUTH-SHUT BITCH OF THE CLASS. and you call me, your class president.right.thanks.



i said that this time i wouldnt let you get the best of me. i wouldnt mind anymore.i wouldnt get affected. but, of course, im a human being just like you, i get hurt. and forgive me for feeling that way. i guess you would tell me that i dont have that right, because ive hurt a lot of people because of who i am. then, sue me if you think that im committing murder here just by being with you in the same room.ugh,please. if i have the choice, then i would be moving as far as i can away from you.



too much drama.i dont wanna be righteous here anymore.coz, whenever i try or even if i dont try, you would always think that i am one. all i wanted is for you to understand. you may think that it's irritating that i keep on repeating some things, to the point that you all want to cover your ears until im done saying them. but try to think about it, i wouldnt be repeating those if you show me that the meassage has sinked in into you minds and hearts.



they say repeated experiences happen because of one thing, that is to teach us the lesson that we refuse to learn. that is implying that we still have to learn the lesson that this never-ending experience is teaching us. if you think about it, we have done open forums before, and still, here we are, stuck on that issue from open forum 1. isnt that tiring?


i just cant wait to see your downfall.

Labels: HEARTBREAK

if i could turn back time, i would.
i want a clean slate.
i want to start over.
i want to do things differently. if i have the choice, i would choose not to be in this class. if only i knew you guys back then, i would do ANYTHING to stay away from you, now that i know what kind of people you are. ive been told so many times, YOU ARE NOT WORTH FIGHTING FOR, but still i kept on fighting for you, coz i thought that maybe, just maybe, there's something in you that's worth it. I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN BETTER.I SHOULD HAVE LISTENED.I SHOULD HAVE WALKED AWAY INSTEAD OF HOLDING ON. did it do me any good?NO, IT DID NOT.

and now, you made things more complicated. i was trying to fix the puzzle, but here you are, destroying every piece ive worked hard to put together. IM CRUSHED. IM FALLING APART. i gave it a shot, but I STILL MISSED IT.

They say, you can't please everybody.TRUE. i already know that, so don't you dare make that as an excuse for all your crap. True as it may seem, it doesn't mean that the person is not worthy of the chance. Like what ESTELL said, YOU'RE NO GOD TO JUDGE ME.

yes, ive done the same so many times. but I DONT CLOSE MY DOORS TO THOSE PEOPLE WHO WANT TO KNOW ME.I GAVE THEM THE CHANCE TO PROVE THEMSELVES WRONG. i tried that.i tried to prove you wrong, but it seems like, it was too late for that. YOU'VE LABELED ME. so what will i do?will i continue to prove myself or will i just give up and let you bitches live your life the way you want to? well, you know what i did. I GAVE UP, didn't i? because it wasn't worth it anymore.

YOU ARE NOT WORTH IT.

Labels: HEARTBREAK

"It's not about what you got. It's what you make of what you got."
-Andie West;Step Up 2: The Streets

I watched Step Up 2 last night because I was really bored. It was the 3rd time I watched it. The first time was last September 10--my birthday, btw. I wasn't paying attention to the movie quotes back then, I was too preoccupied with their dance moves. haha. That's why when I heard this one, I searched for it on the Internet to get the exact quote and found a lot of really inspiring quotes from the movie but this one struck me the most.

Anyway, when I was in gradeschool[4th grade, to be exact], I remembered someone asking me what course I want to take up in college and which school I want to go to. Well, for a 10-year old girl, that question is difficult to answer. First of all, I'm way too young to have a specific course in mind, and what do I know about those universities? But, surprisingly, I answered, "Fine Arts po, sa UST." Funny, isn't it?

Upon hearing this, my parents didn't take it seriously because they thought that I was young to decide and that I might still change my mind. Besides, college was still far far away from my innocent world. I know that they wanted me to be an engineer or an accountant like them. They would always tell me that. Don't get me wrong, they don't have anything against the course, it's just that they wanted me to be like them. They wanted me to live their dream.

Seven years later, here I am, cramming for plates and other school requirements, enrolled as a Freshman in the Royal, Pontifical and Catholic University of Sto. Tomas taking up Fine Arts-Advertising Major. So, maybe you're wondering what happened to the my-parents-wanted-me-to-become-like-them story huh? Well, it was quite a war between my parents and I. When I reached the age of reason, I told them that I wanted to be an artist. They kept on persuading me to take up BS Math, Accountancy or Engineering. But, I told them that I don't want that. They tried and tried, but failed everytime they did. They knew that the battle was lost before it even started.

I chose to take up Fine Arts because that was where I was good at. I may not be the best drawing artist out there, but I know that I can be one of the best in this career. I thought that if I go there[UST CFAD], then the people that I love will be proud of me, because finally I found the place where I belong.

All my life, I grew up thinking that I'm the best or at least, one of them. But, when I reached a certain point in my life, I found out that I wasn't who I think I was. I found out that there are a lot of people who are better than me in those things that I thought I was best. I tried to keep up with them. I tried to BE like them because I thought that if I do, then I would still be one of the best. But I got tired, and I realized that it's not doing me good. It's just making me forget who I am. So, I gave up.

From then on, whenever an opportunity for me to show my talents and other capabilites comes, I would let those opportunities pass, because I kept on thinking that there are other people who are good at that, and that they don't need someone like me. And because of that, I wasn't able to develop my talents. Scratch that. I STOPPED DEVELOPING MY TALENTS.

I thought that if I take up Fine Arts, I will be better than those people who are better than me in my other talents. But wait, I was wrong. There are other people who are better than me in this course..again. Of course, there will always be. There are billions of people in the world. Someone once told me that I can never be the best in what I do because there will always be other people who are better than me. So, what should I do?I was crushed. I was hurt.My self-esteem went down six feet under.

I can't really do anything about it but try. Try to be good at what I do. Life should go on, and that goes the same for learning. Life is a game because like a normal game, you have to learn the rules and strategies to win. It takes a lot of practice, but once you learn it, you can always win the game. And right now, I have to learn the fundamentals and then practice until I become good at it. Then use what I learned to be better.

The things that happened in my life made me forget the REAL purpose of school. And what is that? TO LEARN. I forgot that I go to school because I want to learn, and not to be best at something. If I was the best before I went to school, then there's no reason for me to go, right? My parents send me to school because they want me to LEARN TO BE THE BEST. And that's what school is for. If you can't be the best, at least you learned a lot of things. And when you learn it, live it, and then love it.

I will end this entry with another quote from the movie.

"Do not give up. Just be you, because LIFE IS TOO SHORT TO BE ANYBODY ELSE."
-Andie West;Step Up 2: The Streets

Labels: LESSONS, LIFE

So you're probably wondering why my username is thecomebackqueen.haha.Well, it its because i came back to BLOGSPOT.haha.it's as simple as that.my previous site http://maimaixx.co.cc got busted again.[it's my 2nd site, btw] so, i got pissed and really irritated.

and then i moved to TABULAS. but i got pissed again because i cant use [well, i dont know how :p] their codes for the skins.its SO complicated. and the skins for blogspot are just sooooo tempting.that's why i moved back.

BLOGSPOT hosted my 3rd blog site which has 35 entries.:) i hope that this site will last longer than my last three websites.:)


**hope you guys will love my site. i will try to update this always.haha.:) stay tuned.:)
.thecomebackqueen

Labels: HAPPINESS, LIFE

EURA YUSTE is a seventeen-year old girl who loves ART and MUSIC. She thinks that blogging si not just a theraphy, it's her way of life. She values her family and friends more than herself. She is currently living in one of the hottest places in the world. But, loves MANILA to bits. Writing and fashion are her ways of expression. She hopes that her passion for PHOTOGRAPHY and EVENTS MANAGEMENT will help her pay the bills someday. Wanna knowmore?

i really don't know how to start this entry so ill just tell you what happened today.

I woke up late this morning because I stayed up to help her with her research. I slept at 1:26am then woke up, 4 hours later ,screaming because I had cramps. It was so painful. Ive been having a lot of cramp moments lately. pfft. Every inch of me was aching. :(

I didnt eat breakfast because I was in a hurry. It was funny that i still arrived earlier than her and Luisa. When they arrived, I gave her the research and told them that I was going to wait for Estell. So, they went ahead.

Estell and I arrived at exactly 7am. We used the stairs instead of the elevator because i wanted to pass by room 301.:p But then, she wasnt there. She was late. Typog class was boring as usual. Sir Araw kept on ranting. My ears were bleeding because I was seated in front. I went out for a whil because I couldnt take it anymore. Time was passing by slowly. Nica and I, along with some friends [Alon, Marvin, Dea, Lynn] will be having lunch together.

We ate lunch in Lopez's then went to the nearby Internet shop because they had to print their Theology homework. We went to the Tan Yan Kee Center after. Nica craved for Zagu, so they went out. Marvina, Alon and I were the ones left in tayk. I was bored so I decided to doodle. Lady passed by and said hello. And then,


I saw her walking towards the tayk. My heart stopped. My heart skipped a beat. I saw the girl I know more than I do myself. I saw a flicker of the girl I once knew, the girl I love-and then it was gone.


She was walking towards us. I felt my breathing going unsteadily for a moment. I didnt know how to react. Should I greet her first or will I wait for her to greet me?

Then it hit me. It was the first time that I felt that way in three weeks. And for the first time in three weeks, the hole in my heart opened again. And then I realized that I have been missing her all this time. It wasnt like it was the first time I saw her after The End. I saw her just this morning. I saw her yesterday and the other day. I saw her last week. I cant understand what im feeling.


When I turned to look at her, there was something different about her. It was like nothing changed between us. It was like the past three weeks was just a bad dream. I may be wrong about this but there was really something different about her a while ago. Even the others felt the tension between us. They also felt that there was something different.


And after a while, she turned to leave. And just like The End, with sad eyes and a bleeding heart, I watched her go.

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finally, my DA's active already!:D this is my third account already because i always forget my username and password.xD



I will be posting my recent artworks and deviations and the like there.:)



So if you wanna check them out, here's the URL: http://thecomebackqueen.deviantart.com/



ENJOY:>

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hmm.i came across this song recently. Though, ive known this song for a long time. haha.not that long, i meant ever since it was released. I really love URBANDUB. I like their songs, even if i cant relate to them before. but now, i think this is the first URBANDUB song that i can relate to. not totally.except for the 'caught you in the arms of another...'haha.but i can somehow relate to it.

here's the lyrics:


EVIDENCE-URBANDUB

Time has a way of healing, or so they say
So why am I still left here cryin'?
Caught in these ways of emotions as people stare
I find there's no real place for me to hide
Well I've been trying in vain
Was only fooling myself
With each passing day
The pain still stays the same

Caught you in the arms of another
I've been dying everyday since then
Caught you in the arms of another
I've found out about you
Caught you in the arms of another
I've been dying everyday since then
Caught you in the arms of another
I've found out about you

What more is it that you need
Right now clearly it's not me
With every minute that I gave to you
The punches that I took from you
Why was there no warning love?
What more is it that you need?
Right now clearly it's not me
Despite everything I did for you
Excused if i'm surprised
was the moment that I found out that we were through

Caught you in the arms of another
I've been dying everyday since then
Caught you in the arms of another
I've found out about you
Caught you in the arms of another
I've been dying everyday since then
Caught you in the arms of another
I've found out about you

When everything seemed alright
You turn and break my heart
Didn't I deserve your love?
It kills me inside to think of his arms
Wrapped around you now, Is he a better lover than I?
Well I've been trying in vain
Was only fooling myself
With each passing day
The pain still stays the same

Caught you in the arms of another
I've been dying everyday since then
Caught you in the arms of another
I've found out about you
Caught you in the arms of another
I've found out about you
Caught you in the arms of another
I've found out about you
Caught you in the arms of another
I've found out about you
Caught you in the arms of another
I've found out about you

Time has a way of healing, or so they say
So why am I still left here?

Labels: HEARTBREAK

okay.i know a lot of you out there, especially, my friends are waiting for this to happen.so, eto na.

wait.pagbigyan nio muna ako.super tagalog entry,okay?tyaka pwede bang padrama muna, please?blog ko naman to eh.wag ka munang umangal kundi..haha.:p pero ayun.


nung mga nakaraang araw, sinabe ko sa sarili ko at sa mga close friends ko na, papabayaan ko na. di ko na ikkwento kung ano ung buong nangyari.basta nagusap kame last week.kase kelangan ko na talagang maliwanagan sa mga bagay bagay.at sabe ko pa 'im doing this to free myself.' kase nga napagisipisip ko na di ko na siya dapat hintayin kase wala rin namang kasiguraduhan kung hanggang kelan.kaya ayun, nagusap nga kame. tas madami akong nalaman.at un ung nakatulong sakin na magdecide.


kaya..papabayaan ko na lang siya. kase di naman na ako ung mahal nia. tyaka malinaw na talaga na ayaw nia na sakin.pero kahet pa ganun, FRIENDS kame. di naman ako naiilang na kasama siya.masaya nga ako pag kasama siya eh. tyaka ayun, maayos naman ung breakup namin.CLEAN BREAK. parang mutual ung decision.well, actually hindi, pumayag lang ako kase un ung gusto nia.haha.kahet alam kong tama ung mga sinabe niang dahilan. ayoko sanang ganun ung mangyari kase nga..SOBRANG MAHAL KO SIYA. naniniwala pa ko na kaya pang ayusin. pero ayun.its too late na nga daw. at bigla ko pang nalaman na..me minamahal na siya. so panu yun diba? ayoko na ring ipagpilitan ung sarili ko.

bago kayo magisip ng masama tungkol sa kanya..ako na ang unang pipigil sa inyo. continuation lan nung nangyare pagtapos namin magusap.pinagusapan naman namen ung relasyon nila ni girl#2. okay. masakit siya kahet papano.o sige na nga.nasasaktan ako. pero ayun nga, mas pinili kong makasama siya at maging friends kame habang nasasaktan kapag nagkkwento siya tungkol sa kanila kesa wala talaga. pero hindi naman ibig sabihin nun na di ako dapat nasasaktan diba?

kaya kung nababasa mo man to[sana hindi], alam kong sinabe mo sa kin na kapag nahihirapan ako sabihin ko sayo.gusto ko lang malaman mo na kaya di ko sinabe kase:

1. ayokong malungkot ka pa. kase gusto ko nga MASAYA KA NA.
2. ayokong magkaproblema pa kayo ni -ayun-.
3. ayoko ng magkagulo pa.
4. GUSTO KONG PANINDIGAN UNG PINANGAKO KO.

at tutuparin ko un kahet pa nasasaktan ako ngaun. ayoko nga kaseng lumayo ka. nung mga araw na di talaga tayo halos naguusap at parang walang pakealamanan, HIRAP NA HIRAP ako nun.kase narealize ko, tanggap ko na nga na di na tayo pwede.pero namimiss ko un bestfriend ko.gets?sabay nga kase nateng nadevelop ung relationship, friendship at sisterhood. kaya ayun, mahirap talaga na totally wala ka sa buhay ko. MY LIFE IS SUPER FUCKED UP RIGHT NOW. kaya, id rather embrace the pain and still be with you than nothing at all.

at nangako din ako kay girl #2 na bibigyan ko kayo ng time to be together kahet gusto ko lagi pa din kitang kasama pero ayoko namang mahirapan si girl # 2.siyempre friend ko pa din un. sabe nga nia, natatakot daw siya sa kin kase masyado daw akong masaya.hah.un ang akala nia.kung alam nio lang talaga.

pagbigyan nio na ko please?dito ko lang talaga to mabubuhos.

haii..pero gusto ko lang malaman mo na I MISS YOU LIKE WOAH. may i borrow a few lines from TWILIGHT?

'IT'S LIKE YOU'VE TAKEN HALF OF MYSELF WITH YOU.'

Labels: HEARTBREAK

time passes by..even for me. i feel like it's been months since..the end, even if it's just days.
I FEEL BETTER because I've finally accepted the fact that we can't be together anymore. Yes, there will be times that I would miss her a lot. I'm embracing that fact. I WANT TO. it's because I don't want to forget her and ALL those memories we've shared. It's sad to end something so beautiful, magical and full of life. And even up to now, somehow, i still want that. but, i know that i have to let her go. it's hard but i have to. i cant force her to feel the same way. i love her too much that i cant bear to see her suffer like that. and so, im setting her free.:)
IM NOT GIVING THIS UP BUT IM NOT GOING TO FIGHT FOR IT ANYMORE.it's enough. im just happy that somehow i still get to keep her as a friend. :) im happy that i met her and became a part of her life. im happy that she became a part of mine. im thankful because i know how hard it is to tell that person that you dont feel the same way anymore, but she was still able to conquer that fear and tell me because she doesnt want me to get hurt by not telling me. it was a very noble thing to do.
Im not saying that i wont get hurt in the process, thats normal. all im saying is, im happy now. the present matters the most. there will be hard times but i wont let that get the best of me. and whatever the future holds for me, i will face it head on. just like what you taught me, kaith.:) these things take time, and im willing to take it slow, to enjoy every minute of it. i know that ill pull through.:)
i know that this is trying to teach me something and again, im willing to learn the lesson.:) i have learned a lot from you and im going to take those lessons with me wherever i go, just like our memories. i know that you really loved me and im happy and thankful for that.:) we have shared a lot of things with each other. i will never forget that. :)
i love you and i will miss you always.:)
fairy tales shoudnt always have happy endings. fairy tales are fairy tales if we worked hard and if we fought for our happy endings.:) i've fought for mine and it may not be what i wanted but its worth it because i gave my everything and worked hard for it.:)

Labels: HEARTBREAK

What if the one you love left you?
What if it's not just some ordinary love?
What if you want to be with that person forever?
What if that person doesn't feel the same way anymore?
What if that person gives up on you?

What do you do?


No one is really prepared to deal with these kind of things. I wasn't prepared when this happened. So, there, you read it right. The one I love left me. The past few days, I already felt that something like this would happen, but I kept on reassuring myself that it won't. I believe that she still loves me. Even up to now, I believe that she still loves me..in a way. Why can't I believe the truth and not the lie?

It's because I choose not to. I want to believe that everything's gonna be alright. I want to believe that there's still hope.I'M STILL HOPING. I want it to be real, but I know that no matter how hard I pray, things just can't go back the way they used to. No matter how hard I try, I can't have it back. I can't have her back. She's the best part of my life. I know that I won't be the same person again.

On the bright side, we're still friends, bestfriends actually. Maybe we're better off as bestfriends.
I'm not giving up. I chose to dwell on the pain because I want to believe that there's still hope that she'd take me back. I don't want to forget all those memories we shared because those were the happiest of my life. She was a big part of me. If it weren't for her, I wouldn't be reaching for my dreams. I wouldn't be able to learn how to stand up for myself.

And now that she's gone..


Life, love, meaning, reason...it's over.


I would do anything just to have her back. I can't exactly tell you how much I'm hurting right now. I was devastated. It was like someone died. I DIED. I'm drowning in my own pain. I know that there's no hope anymore, I JUST DON'T WANT TO ACCEPT IT. Merely typing it gives me a hard time. But, if she will leave because of that, then I don't have any choice but to accept it. I can't afford to lose my bestfriend. It takes time. I don't know how much time it will take me to forget the best thing that ever happened to my life. I don't want to forget that. SHE WILL ALWAYS HAVE MY HEART. She is my GREATEST LOVE. And right now, I ONLY WANT HER.


And the saddest part is the morning after, because I believed that everything was just a dream, and that everything's going back to normal. It hurts to wake up crying and screaming and wanting the pain to go away. It hurts to wait for that text message and realizing that it's not coming anymore. It hurts to check your phone from time to time, waiting for her messages. It hurts not knowing what to expect in the morning. It hurts to go to bed without someone putting you to sleep.It hurts because you want her to read this, but at the same time, you don't, because you know that she'll get hurt. It hurts to watch her go on with her life as if nothing happened because she has to. It hurts because you want to hold her and never let her go when you're together. It hurts because you miss everything about her every second of every day. It hurts because you know that it won't happen anymore. It hurts because she has become a big part of your life, that everything about it seems dull without her.


It hurts because..SHE'S GONE.

Labels: HEARTBREAK

I know that I've been talking about sad things here for quite a while now. I think the last happy[well, sort of] entry I made was also my first one here. I'm sorry. It's just that I'm really having a bad week and I can't really share anything happy if I feel like crap, right? And so, what I want to do now is to share the lessons that I think I have learned from this whole experience. This one is inspired by MARISTELL ELIZ VILLANUEVA. :) I've been reading her blog for a couple of months now, and her entry 'COLLEGE LESSONS' really inspired me. That's why I want to make my own, based upon her entry.:)

1. KNOW YOURSELF.
This is really important. I believe that before you start to learn about other people, you have to learn and know more about yourself first. You have to know who YOU REALLY ARE. And you have to do that ON YOUR OWN. Don't rely on other people to help you find yourself. You might just end up being or trying to be like them. So, what's the point in finding yourself in the first place if you'll end up being someone else?:)

2. ACCEPT THEM FOR WHAT THEY ARE. May this be a person or just about anything, you have to accept them for what or who they are. Remember, THINGS CHANGE. PEOPLE CHANGE. The person they are now might not be the person they will be tomorrow. So, if at first you don't get along well, it doesn't end there. You will know more about people through time.

3. GIVE CHANCES. In line with number 2, if you don't like the person, give him/her a chance to prove you wrong. One attitude problem or more does not totally define a person. GIVE THEM A CHANCE TO CHANGE. And sometimes,

4. STOP BLAMING OTHERS. Your self is your responsibility. One of these days, you just really have to grow up and take control over your own life. You can never blame those things that are happening in your life on other people. They have their own life too.

5. NEVER STOP LEARNING. In this world, there are a lot of things that you will learn about especially nowadays. Discover new talents. Learn new things. If you have already graduated from school, it doesn't mean that you have to stop learning. Expand your horizon. Explore new places. Life is short to squeeze in all those experiences, enjoy every moment.:)

6. APPRECIATE. I have observed that there are some people who don't say 'thank you' anymore. Just because what they've done to you wasn't a big deal, it doesn't mean that you have the right not to thank them. You're just showing others that you don't have manners. And that will reflect your family and your surroundings. You don't want to be labelled as someone uneducated, right? Aside from that, don't forget to notice simple things about other people like their new hairstyle, their outfit or anything. It will surely make their day.:) It's time that we stop noticing negative things about others. You won't be laughing anymore if they notice your flaws.

7. STAND UP. Stand up for yourself. Stand up for your principles and beliefs especially if you think that they are right. STAND UP FOR OTHERS. It takes a lot of courage to do this. But, once you've done it, it's worth everything. I've just learned this recently and it really feels good to be able to fight for yourself--to fight for who you are.

8. HONESTY IS THE KEY. We all know that lying is a bad thing. It doesn't feel good if you found out that you are being lied to. And it doesn't feel right when you lie to others. Lying doesn't save you from anything, it just makes you drown in your lies. When you start to lie, you can't stop it because you have to lie again to cover up the first one, and another to cover up the second, and another...it goes on. The only way to stop it is to tell the truth.

9. TIME MANAGEMENT. Have time for everything and everyone. Yes, 24 hours a day may not be enough for all your activities, but you can do all of it if you know how to manage your time. Do not make time for the sake of making time, make it worthwhile. Make enough time for everything. If you have extra-curricular activities, do not let these eat your time for academics. Remember that you are in school because of your academics not because of your extra-curricular activities. And don't let your academics eat your time for yourself too. YOU HAVE TO SLEEP. You need to eat and rest too. If you don't have time for that then how can you do your work? And lastly, don't forget to have time for the people you love. They will always be there for you, but you also have to let them know you're there for them by making time. Sometimes, you think that they want a lot of things. But the truth is, others want something simple as your time. Simple, but irreplaceable. This is the most precious thing you can give to your loved-ones aside from love.

10. DO NOT FORGET GOD. Do not forget that you have everything because of Him. Without Him, you won't have life. Pray and thank Him for everything.:) Believe me, when you've got no one else to talk to, God will always be there.


There are a lot of things that I still want to include here. But, I don't think that it is convenient to write everything. These lessons are just reminders. Notice that these are the lessons that people forget to apply in their lives. These are actually simple, but we still fail to do them. I wrote this because I want to remind you[whoever you are reading this at the moment] about these simple lessons of life. But, most of all, I am reminding myself about these lessons, so that I will be able to apply them myself. Remember that repeated experiences happen to teach us the lesson that we refuse to learn. It sucks to experience that same problem a lot of times. It's just implying that we haven't changed. It will only lower your self-esteem. So, to avoid these experiences from happening again, maybe we just have to look back on the simple lessons that we tend to forget. Learn and practice them again. Know them by heart and live them each day. You will not only gain friends, but you will also feel good about yourself. God did not give us our lives to be miserable. He wants us to be happy. So, let's make it a happy one.:)

Labels: LESSONS, LIFE

and i really thought that this was over. but, knowing you guys, you really wouldn't give me the peace of mind that i want. just when i thought that im already standing on some sort of a stable ground, here you are, trying to pull the rug underneath my feet. what will happen next?i'd still be blamed. i would still be labeled as the bad person--the SELF-CENTERED,KNOW-IT-ALL,TRYING HARD,CANT-KEEP-HER-MOUTH-SHUT BITCH OF THE CLASS. and you call me, your class president.right.thanks.



i said that this time i wouldnt let you get the best of me. i wouldnt mind anymore.i wouldnt get affected. but, of course, im a human being just like you, i get hurt. and forgive me for feeling that way. i guess you would tell me that i dont have that right, because ive hurt a lot of people because of who i am. then, sue me if you think that im committing murder here just by being with you in the same room.ugh,please. if i have the choice, then i would be moving as far as i can away from you.



too much drama.i dont wanna be righteous here anymore.coz, whenever i try or even if i dont try, you would always think that i am one. all i wanted is for you to understand. you may think that it's irritating that i keep on repeating some things, to the point that you all want to cover your ears until im done saying them. but try to think about it, i wouldnt be repeating those if you show me that the meassage has sinked in into you minds and hearts.



they say repeated experiences happen because of one thing, that is to teach us the lesson that we refuse to learn. that is implying that we still have to learn the lesson that this never-ending experience is teaching us. if you think about it, we have done open forums before, and still, here we are, stuck on that issue from open forum 1. isnt that tiring?


i just cant wait to see your downfall.

Labels: HEARTBREAK

if i could turn back time, i would.
i want a clean slate.
i want to start over.
i want to do things differently. if i have the choice, i would choose not to be in this class. if only i knew you guys back then, i would do ANYTHING to stay away from you, now that i know what kind of people you are. ive been told so many times, YOU ARE NOT WORTH FIGHTING FOR, but still i kept on fighting for you, coz i thought that maybe, just maybe, there's something in you that's worth it. I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN BETTER.I SHOULD HAVE LISTENED.I SHOULD HAVE WALKED AWAY INSTEAD OF HOLDING ON. did it do me any good?NO, IT DID NOT.

and now, you made things more complicated. i was trying to fix the puzzle, but here you are, destroying every piece ive worked hard to put together. IM CRUSHED. IM FALLING APART. i gave it a shot, but I STILL MISSED IT.

They say, you can't please everybody.TRUE. i already know that, so don't you dare make that as an excuse for all your crap. True as it may seem, it doesn't mean that the person is not worthy of the chance. Like what ESTELL said, YOU'RE NO GOD TO JUDGE ME.

yes, ive done the same so many times. but I DONT CLOSE MY DOORS TO THOSE PEOPLE WHO WANT TO KNOW ME.I GAVE THEM THE CHANCE TO PROVE THEMSELVES WRONG. i tried that.i tried to prove you wrong, but it seems like, it was too late for that. YOU'VE LABELED ME. so what will i do?will i continue to prove myself or will i just give up and let you bitches live your life the way you want to? well, you know what i did. I GAVE UP, didn't i? because it wasn't worth it anymore.

YOU ARE NOT WORTH IT.

Labels: HEARTBREAK

"It's not about what you got. It's what you make of what you got."
-Andie West;Step Up 2: The Streets

I watched Step Up 2 last night because I was really bored. It was the 3rd time I watched it. The first time was last September 10--my birthday, btw. I wasn't paying attention to the movie quotes back then, I was too preoccupied with their dance moves. haha. That's why when I heard this one, I searched for it on the Internet to get the exact quote and found a lot of really inspiring quotes from the movie but this one struck me the most.

Anyway, when I was in gradeschool[4th grade, to be exact], I remembered someone asking me what course I want to take up in college and which school I want to go to. Well, for a 10-year old girl, that question is difficult to answer. First of all, I'm way too young to have a specific course in mind, and what do I know about those universities? But, surprisingly, I answered, "Fine Arts po, sa UST." Funny, isn't it?

Upon hearing this, my parents didn't take it seriously because they thought that I was young to decide and that I might still change my mind. Besides, college was still far far away from my innocent world. I know that they wanted me to be an engineer or an accountant like them. They would always tell me that. Don't get me wrong, they don't have anything against the course, it's just that they wanted me to be like them. They wanted me to live their dream.

Seven years later, here I am, cramming for plates and other school requirements, enrolled as a Freshman in the Royal, Pontifical and Catholic University of Sto. Tomas taking up Fine Arts-Advertising Major. So, maybe you're wondering what happened to the my-parents-wanted-me-to-become-like-them story huh? Well, it was quite a war between my parents and I. When I reached the age of reason, I told them that I wanted to be an artist. They kept on persuading me to take up BS Math, Accountancy or Engineering. But, I told them that I don't want that. They tried and tried, but failed everytime they did. They knew that the battle was lost before it even started.

I chose to take up Fine Arts because that was where I was good at. I may not be the best drawing artist out there, but I know that I can be one of the best in this career. I thought that if I go there[UST CFAD], then the people that I love will be proud of me, because finally I found the place where I belong.

All my life, I grew up thinking that I'm the best or at least, one of them. But, when I reached a certain point in my life, I found out that I wasn't who I think I was. I found out that there are a lot of people who are better than me in those things that I thought I was best. I tried to keep up with them. I tried to BE like them because I thought that if I do, then I would still be one of the best. But I got tired, and I realized that it's not doing me good. It's just making me forget who I am. So, I gave up.

From then on, whenever an opportunity for me to show my talents and other capabilites comes, I would let those opportunities pass, because I kept on thinking that there are other people who are good at that, and that they don't need someone like me. And because of that, I wasn't able to develop my talents. Scratch that. I STOPPED DEVELOPING MY TALENTS.

I thought that if I take up Fine Arts, I will be better than those people who are better than me in my other talents. But wait, I was wrong. There are other people who are better than me in this course..again. Of course, there will always be. There are billions of people in the world. Someone once told me that I can never be the best in what I do because there will always be other people who are better than me. So, what should I do?I was crushed. I was hurt.My self-esteem went down six feet under.

I can't really do anything about it but try. Try to be good at what I do. Life should go on, and that goes the same for learning. Life is a game because like a normal game, you have to learn the rules and strategies to win. It takes a lot of practice, but once you learn it, you can always win the game. And right now, I have to learn the fundamentals and then practice until I become good at it. Then use what I learned to be better.

The things that happened in my life made me forget the REAL purpose of school. And what is that? TO LEARN. I forgot that I go to school because I want to learn, and not to be best at something. If I was the best before I went to school, then there's no reason for me to go, right? My parents send me to school because they want me to LEARN TO BE THE BEST. And that's what school is for. If you can't be the best, at least you learned a lot of things. And when you learn it, live it, and then love it.

I will end this entry with another quote from the movie.

"Do not give up. Just be you, because LIFE IS TOO SHORT TO BE ANYBODY ELSE."
-Andie West;Step Up 2: The Streets

Labels: LESSONS, LIFE

So you're probably wondering why my username is thecomebackqueen.haha.Well, it its because i came back to BLOGSPOT.haha.it's as simple as that.my previous site http://maimaixx.co.cc got busted again.[it's my 2nd site, btw] so, i got pissed and really irritated.

and then i moved to TABULAS. but i got pissed again because i cant use [well, i dont know how :p] their codes for the skins.its SO complicated. and the skins for blogspot are just sooooo tempting.that's why i moved back.

BLOGSPOT hosted my 3rd blog site which has 35 entries.:) i hope that this site will last longer than my last three websites.:)


**hope you guys will love my site. i will try to update this always.haha.:) stay tuned.:)
.thecomebackqueen

Labels: HAPPINESS, LIFE