I love this day. I don't know why. Though it was just a normal day for me. Nothing extraordinary happened today, well, I guess except for the fact that I appreciate this day. I consider that extraordinary.:)

Anyway, I told Estell a while ago how much I miss being a kid. I miss how life used to be so simple back then. And then she told me that maybe if I didn't rush some things like love, then maybe I would have been able to fully appreciate those simple things. I wouldn't call it rushing actually, but I don't know what else to call it. So, I guess I could use the word.haha.:)

I thought about what she said and maybe she was right about that part. Maybe I really did rush love. I had a series of relationships since 5th grade before I had my first real relationship when I was in third year highschool until hmm..4 weeks ago. That lasted for approximately 2 years and 17 days. So, do you think I rushed love?

I would say, yes and no. Yes, because I know that I should not have gotten involved in those relationships as early as 5th grade. I should have waited for at least, highschool to come before I got involved in all those shizz. But, no regrets. What's done is done. And I figured that I wouldn't be the person I am now if it weren't for my past, right? I owe who I am to them. I learned a lot from my experiences. :)

No, because when you're sure that you love someone, you wouldn't think about the timing or the situation, just as long as the person you love is not committed to somebody else. When I said that I was in love with the people I had realtionships with, I cared less about the timing because I know that I wasn't hurting anybody.

You know you're not rushing love if you weren't looking but that person just came into your life and then you realize that you were falling in love already. And to be honest, out of all the relationships that I've had, it was with THAT one person that I felt that way.

So I guess that I did rush love, in a way. Someone once asked me if there was any way that I could turn back time and change my past, what will I change and why. I said I wouldn't change any of it because if things were different, then my life right now would also be different. I wouldn't remove those people I fell in love with in the past[those before my latest], because even if a lot of them ended badly, they were good memories. And I will treasure them forever.:)

Right now, I'm enjoying every minute of the present, reminiscing on the past, and preparing for the future. I want to embrace everything, feel every feeling, remember every memory, love and care for the people around me like there's no tomorrow and live each day as if it were my last. :)
So that when I grow old and think back on the past, I would be able to smile and be happy because I was able to live my life the way I want to. :)

Labels: HAPPINESS, LESSONS

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I love this day. I don't know why. Though it was just a normal day for me. Nothing extraordinary happened today, well, I guess except for the fact that I appreciate this day. I consider that extraordinary.:)

Anyway, I told Estell a while ago how much I miss being a kid. I miss how life used to be so simple back then. And then she told me that maybe if I didn't rush some things like love, then maybe I would have been able to fully appreciate those simple things. I wouldn't call it rushing actually, but I don't know what else to call it. So, I guess I could use the word.haha.:)

I thought about what she said and maybe she was right about that part. Maybe I really did rush love. I had a series of relationships since 5th grade before I had my first real relationship when I was in third year highschool until hmm..4 weeks ago. That lasted for approximately 2 years and 17 days. So, do you think I rushed love?

I would say, yes and no. Yes, because I know that I should not have gotten involved in those relationships as early as 5th grade. I should have waited for at least, highschool to come before I got involved in all those shizz. But, no regrets. What's done is done. And I figured that I wouldn't be the person I am now if it weren't for my past, right? I owe who I am to them. I learned a lot from my experiences. :)

No, because when you're sure that you love someone, you wouldn't think about the timing or the situation, just as long as the person you love is not committed to somebody else. When I said that I was in love with the people I had realtionships with, I cared less about the timing because I know that I wasn't hurting anybody.

You know you're not rushing love if you weren't looking but that person just came into your life and then you realize that you were falling in love already. And to be honest, out of all the relationships that I've had, it was with THAT one person that I felt that way.

So I guess that I did rush love, in a way. Someone once asked me if there was any way that I could turn back time and change my past, what will I change and why. I said I wouldn't change any of it because if things were different, then my life right now would also be different. I wouldn't remove those people I fell in love with in the past[those before my latest], because even if a lot of them ended badly, they were good memories. And I will treasure them forever.:)

Right now, I'm enjoying every minute of the present, reminiscing on the past, and preparing for the future. I want to embrace everything, feel every feeling, remember every memory, love and care for the people around me like there's no tomorrow and live each day as if it were my last. :)
So that when I grow old and think back on the past, I would be able to smile and be happy because I was able to live my life the way I want to. :)

Labels: HAPPINESS, LESSONS