harder.BETTER.faster.STRONGER.
Monday, December 8, 2008 8:14 AM
I want a fresh start. A clean slate. I want to start over. This is one of the things I want to do before this year ends. Para pagpasok ng 2009, tada! bagong bago ako!:D

I just feel like I've been stuck in this state for a long time now. And it's not helping me to dwell in here anymore. It's time. I've stayed here longer than I should. It's like staying in a vacant room that was once filled with love. It hurts to watch. It's time I leave this place and start over. It's not doing me any good. It's just making me..numb. Though the time I've spent here helped me realize things, a lot of good things actually, but I feel like I would be able to realize more things if I..move on.

And I think that the purpose of this whole thing is to help me find myself again. I got lost in my own world and those of the people around me, especially in yours, kaith. I forgot who I am and who I am supposed to be. I lost my focus. But I don't have any regrets. The past two years of my life was a blast. I can't see it done in any other way. I can't see myself spending it with anyone else but YOU. But, it's over now and that doesn't mean that my life should be over too. Yours is not, you found your way. So, I should be finding mine too.:)

I'd still be here, I promised you that. I will be here for you when you need me.:)

And, so..I am moving on, on to the next chapter of my life.:) I am closing this now. And I'm happy because I'm giving myself a chance to write a new page in my life again. I'm happy for having this chance again. I'm happy because I realized this before it was too late. I'm happy for having friends who helped me find my way through those dark days. I love you friends!Thank you for putting up with me.:)

Oh, and btw, I'm getting a new haircut.FINALLY!sana matuloy na.:D plus I'm getting a globe sim card.eh kase naman i cant text a lot of people pag sun ako eh.:))okay.ang conyo.:))
kbye.:)

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